Will the Blaaaas ever leave?

So as I was growing up both of my parents battled depression, but we didn't call it that, it was known as the blaaas. So I have noticed that lately that it seem to creep up on me more and more. I do get up but the joy of seeing the sunrise and set just is not their as often. It seems that I keep moving but do not get the amount of things that I need to done. List are normally my friends but I haven't even been able to settle my brain down enough to write them, much less do them. Today we wrote the first list in over a week, and did not get half of it done! These are things that i should be able to do, but they didn't get done. I come home and ask if my kids are really hungry or can we have cereal or Ice Cream for dinner. How bad is that? I am finding my self going to bed early each night, only too wake up at 2 or 3 and stay awake until 5 then the alarm goes off at 6. I don't seem to even find the energy too do things that I shouldn't Like read, or watch t.v. when I should be working or doing laundry. I have food going to waste because I didn't cook for this week on Sunday and I just don't want to deal with it tonight. I had a job interview and I felt so bummed about after and I just don't quite know why. I have never had an interview and not had a job offer but I don't think that I will be having a call back. How negative is that? I need to do something fun, crazy, or rewarding just to get me out of this mood I am in? Can anything come to mind that doesn't take energy, because I just don't have it right now.

On a very cool note, I have a painting from the grandfather of my childhood, that I adore. It is one of my most prized possessions. My dad has been on a big "hang the art" kick. The painting had come loose from the frame, and my parents had started a ocean room that it would look so cool in, so I took it to them and asked if they wanted to hang it, they did and so they took it to have it re framed. Yesterday they come home with the painting re framed and another one blown up and framed. It is just perfect, I started crying. Now I have the original little one and a big poster size one. I just need to find somewhere to hang it.